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12/11/2024 - 11:49pm
i decided going to eventually start all of my html writing in notepad. i think i will download it later this week or something. i discovered every time i click save in the web based editor on neocities that it updates on the feed. not that i have any followers, but i still would rather have a "clean" site that represents my changes better lol. i am really just using the web based editor because i have been feeling lazy this week and did not want to install any new stuff on my laptop.
my allergies have been particularly bad today. i have been sneezing a bunch and very itchy eyes, at least i am hoping they are allergies. i have been having similar symptoms since i moved states, and have noticed it tends to get worse after it rains and we just had a huge rain here. i honestly need to go to the doctor or something. the allergies have gotten a lot better than when i first moved in, but they are definitely still around. itchy eyes, runny nose, stuffed nose, sneezing, post nasal drip...all the fun stuff. i take over-the-counter allergy meds when it gets bad, forgot to today but i will take some if i wake up tomorrow with a stuffed nose. for some reason sleeping tends to help out.
in other news i went down the alien conspiracy theory rabbit hole again today. i saw a video online of the government talking about the recent "drone" sightings in new jersey recently. they say it is not usa tech, nor anyone elses tech. i'm curious to see where this goes. i have slightly followed alien/ufo/uap stuff over the last 10 years. it is wild that we have recently had a lot more news outlets covering ufo stories. maybe it is getting harder to cover it up? maybe it will be a flase flag for the next dose of government issued loss of privacy? i don't know. but don't think i am some crazy conspiracy guy who believes in weird shit. nahhhhh....i just find it fun to think about the what ifs and waste some of my brains energy thinking about aliens. i actually think i got out of the conspiracy world right at the right time. i noticed that the number of far-right/ultra-conservative conspiracy theories popping up before the tr*mp campaign was absolutely insane. of course targeting people who are probably more suceptible to things without much proof. all they need is a few images made in photoshop and boom, good to go. it is unfortunate to think how crap-filled the conspiracy theory community has been since 2015 or so. anyways.....
i bought a mechanical keyboard today for my desktop. i have been using the standard cyberpower keyboard that came with my computer and it annoys me so much. honestly, the sound doesn't really bother me since i game with closed-back headphones on...BUT THE HEIGHT OF THE KEYBOARD OMG. i am used to the low profile keyboard on laptops so i ordered the nuphy air96 v2 low profile keyboard with the cowberry switches. listened to all of the different sounds of the keyboards and it was by far my favorite sound. getting back to the profile, my current keyboard is kinda tiring to play games and write on. hopefully the keyboard will come by friday. the website said it ships within one to two business days, but i am unsure if that means that is when it leaves the warehouse or when it will arrive. just hoping i can get it by this weekend at the latest.
my final thought of the evening...i need to go to the grocery store bad. i am out of pretty much everything. i have stockpile of food that is easy for me to make in case i have little time, run low on regular food, or get depressed. for example, i resort to making oatmeal for breakfast wwhen i run out of cereal since it is quick, but since it is my backup it is a good indication when i need to grocery shop. i also keep spaghetti for dinner and grilled cheese/tomato soup for lunch. [side note, i have sneezed like 15 times since i started writing this post and it is annoying me right now] .i am trying to see if i can hold out going to the store until sunday and get creative with my dinners. i definitely will be eating spaghetti one night for dinner. i have dinner plans on saturday so no worries about that. i need to figure out what i will eat tomorrow, probably spaghetti, and friday. then sunday, to the store!
12/10/2024 - 11:19 pm CT
today was a chill day. i wrapped up work and spent some time playing no man's sky with a friend; he got me it for christmas to play togetether. i hadn't played it in a while and totally forgot how much i enjoyed playing the game. it has come a long way since i last played it. improved many of the ui elements and added a bunch more stuff to the game. i definitely will be playing it, especially as i have some time off coming up.
i started reading one punch man last night. i got the first two volumes at a local used books store. i watched the animated show a few years ago when it first came out and loved it. i am enjoying the first volume so far. i read about half of it in thirty minutes (which i thought was a little short tbh). i am hoping the second half of the book has more dialogue in it, or maybe the second volume. regardless, i am going to definitely read the first two. thinking about getting into this manga as my first actual manga collection (because i loved the show so much). i will see if anything takes hold here, maybe the second one has better dialogue? or maybe i will get a few more volumes before making up my mind. i know that i want to make this decision on my own, so no reviews or looking anything up for this guy. if i waste another fifteen dollars getting a few more volumes whatever. at least the artwork is awesome.
as i am writing this i noticed my laptop battery has dropped forty percent over the last five minutes. maybe it is time for a new battery? i wonder if i could replace it myself, or if i should take it to a local computer repair shop. my inkling is i could probably do it, but i have never done it before. i will look it up tomorrow and see how hard it is to replace. maybe if its as easy as unplugging and plugging i will do it. otherwise i don't want to fuck anything up since this is my personal laptop. i would love to be able to sit on my couch and work on my website wihout having to have the laptop plugged in. this laptop is six or so years old so maybe it is time...which is stupid now that i think about it. however i have left the laptop plugged in all the time so i probably fried the battery (assuming it is similar to iphones). i will be more conscious of this next time haha.
12/09/2024 - 6:23pm CT
i finally got some sort of running website up. i also spent way too much time on graphics than i should have. definitely going to take it slower now that i have something working. i didn't eat lunch today so i could work on this lol. i know i need to be better about eating, i either forget or get wrapped up in something during the week. regardless, i am very excited to get this website going.
i've been doing better with my mental health recently too. i was fed way too much negative news over the past month or so and have decided to take a break from that crap for a while. i think working on this website is going to be a good way for me to stay busy instead of doomscrolling. i'm trying to find more and more reasons to quit social media. but because of my art and music stuff, i still use it. getting really close to deleting reddit though. i've been good about not going on the news/popular tabs recently which has at least slightly persuaded me i can actually control myself lol.
in other news, i just rereleased my first full length album after spending a few weeks remastering, rerecording, and remixing it. it sounds so much better than it did before. i definitely have learned that getting a good recording is much more beneficial when you hit the stage where you are mastering and mixing. that album was recorded terribly lol. at least now i know, and my newer recordings i am working on sound way better.